Happy Easter!

You ready? Much to our surprise, it happened yet again. I begin to think that J and I will sleep together on every holiday. I did not intend to sleep with him: I intended to cheer him up, since A is still spurning his advances. Although, yes, she is in love with him, and Yes, she is afraid of him, but No, she has a boyfriend, and No, he did leave her before and hurt her very badly. If she is to learn from previous experience...

I set out to write this about something he said at the end. Instead I will write about two things.

I. Empirical Knowledge.

II. Being Present.




(time passes)
first drink in many moons.

I will write about both more when I have my wits about me. As it is, I have a 31 y/o child in my bed who needs a mother more than anything else. How long does it take before any of us know really how to take care of ourselves.

I think I have figured out the basics of that. I can eat, drink, be merry, get laid and whatnot. I have yet to let someone else take care of me while drunk. Sad state of affairs, that.

Amazingly, I wrote a very lucid email in my current state. Understandably, I sent a very predictable text message. If he were interested, he'd have been interested, right?

Sweet dreams, mi publico.