Sunday, November 18, 2007

Dream

It was opening day at the race track. I had friends who worked there, and I walked down the day before, and snuck in - I may have even climbed through a window. I kept walking around pretending I belonged there, but afraid I would be found out. I think I may have been, in the end. I was talking to my friends, and watching them set up... all of that. They were getting ready for an art opening.

What about S's mom? I saw her... my ex's mother. From 2 years ago. She's crazy, to say the least, and was as much of the reason I left him as anything else. She was yelling at me; it was as if I was in trouble for something. She bought blinds? I had to return them? I don't remember the details.

Then we went to the art opening on the day of - I ran into my best from K. C dated her in highschool, so it was a slightly awkward situation. Years have passed, all of that, but it's still odd. K walked in with her "new husband" (who is not her husband - they were the perfect suburban couple instead of being who they actually are). K was pregnant - very pregnant! I realized how long it had been since I had seen her. I walked out of the room, and walked back in to see C laying across a table, or a bench, head rested on his hand, lounging sideways. He was wearing a hawaiian print shirt and striped pants - the loudest of island wear. He was talking to K and her husband, just cutting up. I was embarrassed of him, and wanted to rescue them from him.

Then I went to a party that T&A were hosting - it was out on the gulf. There was some sort of boat being raffled. I went swimming in gulf and got perfectly sunburned - it was in a perfect U shape around my chest - but it was because of the water?

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